Thursday, April 30, 2009

Steeping myself in God's reality

One of the things I struggle with the most is worrying about things that are beyond my control. Of course, I am a self-admitted control freak and everyday I get up and pray that God will help me to not worry and trust Him for that day. And yes, I have to do this everyday.

I have been spending the last month going through Matthew and man there were some people who worried about things that were out of their control. I think it's awesome that Matthew devoted part of Chapter 6 talking about not worrying. I enjoy how Matthew 6:30 - 34 reads from the Message translation -

If God gives such attention to the appearance of wildflowers—most of which are never even seen—don't you think he'll attend to you, take pride in you, do his best for you? What I'm trying to do here is to get you to relax, to not be so preoccupied with getting, so you can respond to God's giving. People who don't know God and the way he works fuss over these things, but you know both God and how he works. Steep your life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don't worry about missing out. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met.

After reading this I envisioned a picture of steeping tea. When you steep tea, you have to wait so that your tea will be rich and full of flavor. I wonder how rich my life could be if I would spend less time worrying about what I think is really important and more time steeping my life in God's reality?
Lord, I struggle with worrying about things that don't really matter. I know at times these things seem huge to me and I have no idea how "I" am going to solve them problem. Please help me to keep my heart and mind focused on things that have eternal value and to let go of the things that keep me from living for You. Thank you for giving me your words in Matthew to encourage me and teach me how You desire for me to live my life.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

The Motions

After reading our pastor's blog (www.brianmayfield.blogspot.com) tonight about preparing ourselves for communion this coming Sunday, I was drawn to the lyrics of an amazing song by Matthew West called "The Motions". The words that jumped out at me are highlighted in the song lyrics below. I ask you as I ask myself these questions, Do I even realize the changes that I need to make in my life? Am I giving everything I got or am I just playing around and going through the motions? Am I willing to let God take me all the way...let Him have full control? These are the questions that I will ponder as I prepare myself for communion this Sunday.

This might hurt
It’s not safe
But I know that I’ve gotta make a change
I don’t care
If I break
At least I’ll be feeling something
‘Cause just ok
Is not enough
Help me fight through the nothingness of life

I don’t wanna go through the motions
I don’t wanna go one more day
Without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don’t wanna spend my whole life asking
What if I had given everything?
Instead of going through the motions

No regrets
Not this time
I’m gonna let my heart defeat my mind
Let Your love
Make me whole
I think I’m finally feeling something

Take me all the way
Take me all the way
Take me all the way